Monthly Archive for March, 2002

Je viens d’aller…

Just for updates sake, I thought I’d mention that I went to Monaco last weekend and had an excellent time. Pictures and a little bit of observation are forthcoming.

Thanks, really, but…

That poem last week was by W.B.Yeats. The one I wrote in elegy a few weeks ago was definitely by me, but Yeats is Yeats is Yeats. Accept no substitutes.

I’m not a betting man nor a praying one…
Back at LaSalle, we used to have these anonymous special intentions in the morning, right before prayer. I was in the office a lot, so I eventually got to know the procedure: someone would come in, near tears, and Mrs. Murphy would take them into her office, jumping the line of people waiting to talk to her, close the door, and a few minutes later she’d come back out and make a note on the sheets that whoever was doing prayer that morning read from. Then at the beginning of prayer, before their prepared remarks, they would say ‘The LaSalle community is asked to pray for a special intention.’ Either that, or I’d see her across the office, sitting at her desk, when her phone would ring, and she’d talk for a few minutes, furrow her brow, shake her head and hang up. A little note on the sheets. Never any names, really, or description, just a notification that someone was in pain and some thought for them would be appreciated. So now that I’m out of LaSalle, I guess this is my version of morning prayer, my time to myself to sit and reflect and chill while everything happens around me, and now I have an anonymous special intention and a request. Even if you’re not the praying type, could you just throw one up there and see if the big man digs it? It really can’t hurt you. The jury is out, for me, on whether or not I believe, truly, in the power of prayer, but I figure that at certain times it’s better to hedge your bets and give in to something you’re unsure of, but could have a big payoff, just in case. So even if it’s not really your thing, if you think it’s some hoax, the illusion given by the mass-opium of religion, please throw down your philosophies and just know that someone is in pain, and for a lt of people there’s a long and dark road ahead, with no way of knowing what lies at the end of it. This is my anonymous special intention. Thank you for your attention, please wait for the bell and have a nice day.

When You Are Old and Gray and Full of Sleep

WHEN you are old and gray and full of sleep
And nodding by the fire, take down this book,
And slowly read, and dream of the soft look
Your eyes had once, and of their shadows deep;

How many loved your moments of glad grace,
And loved your beauty with love false or true;
But one man loved the pilgrim soul in you,
And loved the sorrows of your changing face.

And bending down beside the glowing bars,
Murmur, a little sadly, how love fled
And paced upon the mountains overhead,
And hid his face amid a crowd of stars.

‘Sun is shining, weather is sweet, yea…’

Finally some nice weather. Excuse me, good weather. Not nice. I don’t even like that word much, anymore. Good weather is more apt. It’s warming up beautifully. All the girls in my program here basically sprinted to the beach after class. I’m one of the few who attends what are called our ‘options’ in the afternoon, so I had to wait till 3:30 when it had cooled off a little bit.

Waiting for lightning to strike…

I’m back in that one sentence mode. Everything I’ve been writing lately, mostly in email form, has been good and eloquent and really seems to have some force behind it. I just need that one starting sentence, idea, what have you. The spark. That’s what I need. The spark. I’m sitting in wooden rowboat in a lake of gasoline, and no spark can be made. I want to go up in flames of inspiration, but right now I feel like the only way that’s going to happen is with a lightning strike. And that’s never something to be wished for or counted on.
Waiting for lightning to strike…

Well…

And so it starts… hopefully…

FYI

Bliss is a french cafe, excellent conversation and flashing memories of home.

A Thought on Sleep

It is much, much easier to waken ones self at the ungodly hour of 6:30 or something comparable if one goes to bed at the ungodly hour of 10:30 or something comparable. This is a revelation for someone who sleeps, in many peoples estimations, for ungodly lengths of time (when he does, in fact, sleep at all). Last night was beautifully uneventful. I sat and read ‘From Paris to the Moon,’ by Adam Gopnik until I was forced at gunpoint to have bratwürst. Heartily recommended to everyone. The book, that is.

More later, when I can find an American keyboard.

Cosmopolitan St. Patrick’s Day

St. Patrick’s Day has come and gone. We went to an Irish Pub (as one must on St. Patricks Day) called McMahon’s. Irony: A large group of people from my language program, EF, went to an Irish pub, me being the only one with Irish background among us. More people were from Belgium than any other country at that point. The afore-mentioned pub was owned by a Frenchman, operated by a girl from Cleveland, staffed by English girls, and frequented most often by Mexicans and Germans. This, my friends, is cosmopolitan living.

I talked almost all night to a girl named Sarah from Dublin. She and her friends (which encompassed just about everyone in the pub, oddly enough) are students at Trinity College, Dublin, and they’re taking an ‘Erasmus’ year here in Nice. They’ve been here since September and they’ll be here till late May. She was impressed that I actually knew the meaning behind my claddagh ring and I was impressed that she actually knew 1) where Rhode Island was, and 2) that it was not, actually, an island. These both are serious problems with foreigners. The other big problem with coming from Rhode Island is that people very easily confuse it with Long Island, or, if they’re greek, they ask ‘You’re from Rhodes?’ Cosmopolitan living…

This city is so expensive. From transportation to public phones to McDonalds to net access to horribly-technically-uninclined movie theatres to rollerblade rental… It’s depressing because if I do all the things I want to do, I will waste away what money I have left saved and be unable to do anything else cool all over Europe. A quandary. I thought about getting a job here, which would be perfect, given that I could use the money I made to pay for expenses here as well as save up for the future, and it would give me something else to do in the evenings instead of watch ‘Big Dil’ with Mme. Mercier, my host mother. I could also claim ‘international work experience’ on my r�sum� and it would undoubtedly help me improve my french. The only thing is that I don’t think my visa will allow it. If I were from in the EU, it would be no problem, but I really don’t know about restrictions on US workers. Australia was vehemently opposed to issuing work permits, and I’m not optimistic about France.

I’m off, probably to a book and a bed and a nap then dinner and a newspaper and French comedy shows that mix Jerry Lewis with Double Dare more effectively than any previous human effort. Should be an interesting evening.

Birthday Update

We had a bohemian, hilarious, beautiful evening last night. Lots of people. It’s been interesting.

I was late today, but was perfectly on time for my test on which i did quite well. some dumb mistakes, but nothing more than the average french person probably does when they speak. I’m improving quite a bit, especially in regards to listening. Walked around a lot today. Had McDonalds for lunch. Felt at home. :) Browsed through the Virgin Megastore where I got to play Halo. That is a beautiful thing. then we had ice cream and came here, to the internet cafe. Tonight I think we’re going to dinner then a club for a nice birthday celebration. Can’t wait.

More tomorrow.

Nice is nice.

There. I said it. The too-oft-repeated faux joke that has plagued travel writers and annoying, world-travelling relatives for generations. I said it. I got it out of the way. I hope to never have to do it again. But it is. Nice. Nice. The weather isn’t bad for this time of year, the Promenade des Anglais is beautiful and fun. The Vielle Ville is intricate and homey. It’s nice.

It’s a place of bold contrast, however. For every Benz-driving, turtle-neck and sport-coat wearing heir to someone’s throne, there are two guys with wheels of the more base kind: the kind that are basically four wheels bolted to a piece of plywood by which they propel themselves from one temporary shelter from the elements to the next. The mega-rich and the awe-inspiring poor yell at each other as they pass on the Promenade des Anglais. The views are striking from the hills, but there’s a thick layer of tangible smog from impartial diesel engines and the fumes of thousands of simultaneously lit cigarettes that prohibits any extended vistas from hitting home. The public transit system covers a wide area and is relatively cheap, but is only in operation from 7AM to 1AM, and even then is spotty and inconsistent. The region is full, rempli, of immigrants of some kind: Italian, Spanish, Portugal, Senegalese, and yet a typical gripe, or, more exactly, a typical vector quantity of a gripe here is “les immigrants,” even if the griper in question happens to be one. Comment vite qu’on oublie… Stark contrasts. Interesting contrasts. This place has character, but it still hasn’t made up its mind. Sydney made up its mind a while ago, and decided to strut its stuff on the world stage. Watching things happen in Sydney is like watching a fine athlete in play. Conscious thought and instinct and muscle and resilience meld to form something beautiful and meant to be. Watching things happen in Nice is like watching someone on ice-skates for the first time, complaining the whole way about how it wouldn’t be so difficult if the ice weren’t so slippery. It’s an interesting place. Nice.