Budapest was cool. It’s hard to explain what I saw exactly. The thing that stuck with me was how hard hit it was by communism. I’m really starting to get an honest sense of how many people were pawns in communist expansion, and how much better capitalism is for the average person than communism. Communism is just like nazism, actually, in its ease to adoption. It provides an easy way out. Hitler made scapegoats of the Jews and anybody not fitting his masterrace criteria. For downtrodden people, this was easy to latch onto. It’s not their fault anymore, they recover some dignity at the expense of someone they didn’t like all that much anyway. Communism appeals to the same sort of feeling. If you’re downtrodden, communism is the easy way out. ‘Psst. Listen. If you come with us everybody’ll get paid the same. That aristocrat down the street with his huge house, he’ll make just the same as you.’ The problem with Nazism was that not only was it inaccurate, but it turned out to be evil. The problem with communism is,not only is it designed to be easily warped (� la Animal Farm) but it functionally brings an economy to a standstill. If people are going to make the same amount of money, regardless of the effort they put in, they’re going to put in the bare minimum. After communism fell in Hungary (that’s where Budapest is, you ignorant Americans
) there was a whole generation of people accustomed to, well, not working. Capitalism, supported specifically by a new attempt at democracy, doesn’t deal with that well, so they got fired. Thus high unemployment. Thus a new generation of ‘downtrodden’ people. Guess what happened? The communists just won the last elections. Here we go again. This is extremely fascinating for me, more than any tourist site or memorial or hip bar or something, because I just can’t insert myself into the mindset of someone who would look at public services that don’t work (transport is laughable, and though we got around alright, my guess is that it took a long time for it to get to a semi-consistent basis), restaurant service that takes a minimum of a half-hour for just about anything, even just a coke or a coffee (except at McDonalds, it should be noted. God bless American Capitalism), and says ‘Yes, I want more from the people who gave me this great system.’ My only guess is that if you’re poor and hungry, your first concern is immediate food, thus immediate money, and anyone who can promise you that, you vote for, regardless of the side-effects of that decision. Budapest was one of the most interesting places I’ve been to yet.
This was originally in email form to Bethany, but she was nice enough to say that I could post it, as it sort of summed up my whole feeling on my Budapest trip. Thanks, Beth, and much love!
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Galleria degli Uffizi
They say that 80% of the world’s great artworks are in Italy, and 60% of those are in Florence. I hit the two most notable galleries today, Uffizi and Accademia and have come to a sorry conclusion: I am museumed out. If I did just see 60% of the world’s great art, I missed it. I just was unable to appreciate just about everything. The two most impressive things I saw the whole day, art-wise, were the sketches of the masters, like Michelangelo, Da Vinci, Raphael, etc. and…
The David
which was the single most impressive piece of art I’ve ever seen with my own eyes. The scuplture is, well, perfect. It’s amazing. Painted well and perhaps reduced in size, you would believe it really was a human being, just with an amazing capacity to stand still. It’s lifelike. It’s so perfect that I swear it looks like it’s breathing. At any moment he could just jump down and start whipping people with that towel. I’m going to give up describing it and raving about it, just come here and check it out. No picture or virtual tour or website or anything can do it justice.
Demain, L’Avenir, Certainties of Weirdness
Back to Nice. I’m staying there for the night of the 8th and 9th, then it’s back to Rhode Island, baby. The trip shall be at an end. It’ll be weird not be moving every few days or weeks. It’ll certainly be weird to be around millions of english speaking Americans with little or no accent (well, Rhode Island accent, but even that’s less severe than, say, a Scottish one). It’ll certainly be weird. But off of that, I’m still sort of trying to get my head around this whole trip and how I’ve changed and stuff. I’m sure I’ll have some big update once I’m back, sort of a summation, a thank you and all that. But till then, business style stuff calls. Errands. Go to Nice (Nizza as the Italians say in their lovely language), pick up my stuff from Madame Mercier, go out with Lauren and Fez (trust me, I’ll get a good picture and you’ll understand why we call him that) one last time as no one can tell when I’ll next see them, get my travel affairs in order, figure out how to fit everything into my three bags, then get on a plane. Holy god. It really is almost over. It’ll certainly be weird.
Dear god the food is good here. Cheap, too. I just spent 10euro on a lunch that was a big bowl of spaghetti bolognase, bread, wine, and sorbet and coffee for dessert. Perfecto. Now it’s off to the Uffizi and the Duomo (never got there yesterday due to a hostile hostel problem). Much love.
You know, I’m not usually into fantasy of this kind at all, but I picked up the Hobbit at the Munich train station and read it straight through on the way to Budapest. Now I’m reading the Lord of the Rings and it’s honestly extremely difficult to put down. So skillfully done from a variety of aspects: linguistics, drama, pace, depth, accessibility, scope, creativity, world definition. I am honestly completely in awe. Tolkien knew what he was doing. I had always sort of written off LOTR as sort of a hippy/geek cult classic that wasn’t exactly my style, but I am now a true believer in this quote from the London Sunday Times: ‘The English-speaking world is divided into those who have read The Lord of the Rings and The Hobbit and those who are going to read them.’ I know for a fact that I’m going to read all of this book (Fellowship of the Ring) and the following two, despite the exhaustive length. I feel like a bit of a jerk, actually, for having written these books off as geek stuff, putting myself on some sort of a ‘cool’ pedestal. It makes me think of other things that I must consciously or subconsciously do that for, and that makes me feel bad. Like southerners. I know for a fact that before I left I was absolutely prejudiced against people from the south of the US. In travelling, though, many of these prejudices have fallen through. I’ve met a lot of extremely cool and interesting southerners, and now I’m forced to step back and honestly reevaluate. A challenged reality is a more enlightened one.
Yet another night basically without sleep. This train ride was actually worse than the one with the drunken Russians, from Budapest to Munich, as it was a bit more unnvering. I had a couchette and below me was a gypsy woman and her maybe four year old son, next to her bunk was a rather large spanish woman, above me was a vietnamese cigarette addict, and next to him was a nice french woman. The bunk next to me I think was supposed to be occupied but was not.
From this description, though, you wouldn’t think it all that bad. I wouldn’t either. But I’m in Europe, and some fundamentals that Americans take for granted are ‘debatable’ here.
Take hygiene for example. I honestly fear for the life of that gypsy woman’s son. At such a young age, yea, kids should get dirty, roll around, have fun, but should probably be washed off after that. Apparently his mother didn’t think so. I would estimate that he has not had a bath in 3 months. His mother, true to her philosophy, had not bathed in maybe a third that much time. It’s as if we’re back in Elizabethan times, and people think the more dirt caked to your face the better, as the ‘bad spirits,’ now known as microbes, can’t get in. And they honestly did have dirt caked to their faces. When the boy scratched his face with his surprisingly long fingernails, a thin line of off-white skin shown beneath. He did it again later to the otherside of his face and it looked like warpaint. Now the great thing about the modern world is that we read about thins like hygiene in the Elizabethan age, dirt-caked faces, muddy, manure-laden streets, etc. and we can shudder at the thought of it. But what reading about it, or even seeing movies set in that time do not do (thank god that this technology hasn’t yet been developed) is let you understand exactly what that smells like. It is like a physical barrier to be walked through when you enter a room. It has the effect of immediately unsettling stomachs. My first instinct was to not put down my bags but to run to the window and open it. This was smell number one (well, one and two if you count the fact this the mother smelt of something slightly sharper than the son).
The large spanish woman was a case all her own. She had on some kind of business suit, in a low green, like turquoise or the color of the statue of liberty. It was heavy looking for early summer, and she was obviously feeling the effects of it. She was sweating when I got to the couchette, and, here’s what I honestly cannot fathom, later when she settled down to go to bed she not only kept on her whole business suit, heavy jacket mit sweatstains included, she didn’t even open the package with the light cotton sheets in it, she just threw the heavy wool blanket over her. Am I missing something? Did someone spike the that coke I bought at Gare de Bercy? Perhaps needless to say, after a few minutes of this, I could see the sweat rolling down her face, and the sweat stains that before had been darkness at folds and fabric borders became long lines. My guess is that she had something spicy for dinner before she got on the train, as the smell that soon competed with the dirt twins was, in addition to natural body odor, sharp and gave a strike high in the back of the nose like when you smell hot peppers. This was smell number two.
The Vietnamese guy, though nice, was a chain smoker. Thankfully he spent a large portion of the evening at the train door, blowing smoke out into the french countryside. He was clean and well dressed, too, and left his heavy blanket on the eave over the door. He slept with just one sheet and the only smell that came from him, thank god, was that of heavy smokers around the world. Seeing as I’ve spent now three months in Europe, where people like to smoke even in the shower if they can manage it, I’m actually well used to this one and it didn’t bother me. Other than the fact that he was figgety, and would occasionally pull some precise gymnastics to turn from one shoulder to another in one fell swoop and without actually moving his body from an apparently well grooved spot, he was great.
The person I was happiest with was the french woman. She looked Mediterranean in origin, and wore all black with a black bag. We had fluid and funny conversations in French, and, despite the popular and generally accurate preconception of the French, she did not smell. Given that half the people in the cabin were battling for pungent dominance, you have no idea what a relief that was. When she got off in the morning at some small stop in Italy, she walked past and smiled, and for the first time the whole train ride, I smelled something honestly beautiful and refreshing: French perfume. And with that I laid back and got a whole hour of sleep.
Firenze
…Is beautiful. I’ve only been here for a few hours and have not explored much, but it is quite beautiful already. I lucked out, as well, that it rained all last night and now the sun is shining and there’s nary a cloud in the sky. More updates on that later. I’m gonna go have lunch and check out the Duomo.
Crazy week. Amazing, even. It was just the perfect balance of people, time, places, views, rests, walks, rain, weather, warmth and cool. Everyone was all smiles the whole week. We saw what we wanted, had great food, soaked in the Parisien atmosphere. Probably the best week of this whole trip, and that’s truly saying something.
I just came back from Charles de Gaulle Airport where I dropped off Liz, Mom, and Aunt Nancy. Hope they get home okay and basically in one piece.
Paris – Metro
The designers of the Paris Metro were art lovers. They laid their lines like Pollock.
L’Avenir
Off to Florence tonight on an overnight train. Couchettes again. Yay. Hope I sleep. Anything will be better than the drunken Russians from Budapest to Munich.
So psyched to see Mom, Liz and Aunt Nancy. Life is good, but unfortunately really busy. I’m sure I’ll be hitting up the late night internet cafes while I’m here and the rest of the group sleeps. I always end up doing that… Hope all is well. Much love.
Is lovely. But, unfortunately, I have to go to Paris. I’ll update for real when I get there. Wish me luck on my 19 hour train trip. This is almost as bad as Australia.
I didn’t want to go. I really didn’t. I tried to con myself into believing that reading books about the Holocaust and seeing Schindler’s List was enough. I don’t need to see this, I thought. My trip, to now, and with limited exceptions, has been an entirely pleasurable experience. “Why change that?” I asked myself. It was a rhetorical question. I knew I had to go to Dachau.It was loaded with irony, even just approaching Dachau. It was a beautiful day today. The sun was bright and brilliant. There were no clouds in the sky bar light and loose ones at the horizons. There was a light west to east wind that swept across the flat Rhineland plains of which Munich is the capital. The town of Dachau is, actually, beautiful. The town centre has packed early 19th century-looking buildings and cobblestone streets. The countryside has flowing fields punctuated by small streams that come together in the town center, necessitating a small romanesque bridge. It’s beautiful. It’s 2 miles from a death camp. So it goes.
I won’t tell you start to finish about my tour of Dachau, because if you’re seriously interested you could undoubtedly find a better website with a more talented writer that can take you visually and historically through the whole camp. I’ll just tell you my impressions. I’ve been thinking a lot about my experiences today. I think they could be explained by one image that I just can’t get out of my head. I was sitting on the far end of the camp, near the memorials. The main barracks of the camp, where the prisoners were kept, were knocked down in the 1960s because they were decrepit. Only the foundations remain. On days like today, the sun beats down particularly hard on these foundations and the gravel paths around them. Being stone, they take this energy and radiate it around them. The effect is like we see on highways or savannas in summer. It’s as if shouts of horror from all those years ago were rising from the ground and shaking the air. It’s the first manifestation of the heavy atmosphere of the camp. One always hears writers use phrases like “The feeling of death was palpable,” or “It was a heavy atmosphere,” or “If these walls could talk…” and things like that. I’d never actually felt it till today. If the walls in Dachau could talk, they would scream. The vicious nature of this place is brought out by the camp motto, molded in iron on the entrance gate �Arbeit macht frei.� Work will set you free. This is a vicious truth. The only freedom one got in Dachau was death. And death was brought, in most cases, through overwork, like a bitter and compassion-free euthanasia.
Dachau is a heavy place. One feels the history, the violence, the barbarism. The feeling is brought to life by little simple explanations in different rooms like, “And this blank room in front of you is where countless prisoners were tortured to their death.” This takes a bit to sink in, but when it does, and is compounded by others, like “A man was executed for coughing on that spot you”re standing there,” the atmosphere is heavy and oppressive and sad. A look to the perfect sky above, the rolling fields beyond the fences, garners the question “How on earth could something like that have happened?” The only response to this question isn’t really a direct answer and is posted on the memorial, visible only when leaving, in five languages: Never again…
Mike’s Bike Tours
On a much, much lighter note, I passed this afternoon/evening on Mike’s Bike Tours. Yea, basically they give you a very silly looking bike with Harley Davidson hog handlebars that come up to your shoulders, and a little bell, usually in an embarassing neon color that used to be reserved for early 90′s spandex and MC Hammer video backgrounds. My tour guide (no, his name was not Mike) was a hilarious englishman named Jason. He’s been doing the tour for something like three years now, and when you weren’t being made to say “Wow…” at the historical or practical significance you were probably nearly falling off your bike you were laughing so hard. Definitely recommended to anybody in Munich. They do tours in Paris and Amsterdam, as well, apparently, so next time I’m in either of those places, I’m going to try and hit them up.
Lina, etc.
Yea, she didn’t try to kill me and we had a great night last night. We went out with her cousin and her cousins friends to the English garten. Definitely a fun time. Hope to see her friday as well. Much love, everybody. I hope all is well.
originally posted on 22 may 2002, edited because of embarassing mistakes 23 may 2002 and reposted.
That seriously seemed like the longest voyage of my life. Even Australia, which took over a day of travel to complete, felt less long than this. Berlin->Munich is killer. Even the ICE, the InterCityExpress, Germany�s shiny new technogism of a train, which goes at amazing speeds for most of the voyage, took forever on this trip. It wasn�t even really the time that killed me so much. Nice->Z�rich was longer, actually, but what got me this time was the fact that the damn train kept stopping every 20 minutes. If we had just gone a consistent speed, stopped at the major stops as was needed, the time could have been half, but today it just kept stopping and going, stopping and going. If one had no tactile or gravitational sense what so ever, one could tell when the train had stopped again as the babies that had rocked themselves to sleep on the gently vibrating floor of the train would wake up and want their mandala back. I�m with the babies, frankly; the whole experience was infuriating.
Memoirs of a Geisha
Great book. The character of Sayuri is an amazingly intricate construction. That was probably the best thing about the book: the way one immersed oneself in the life and surroundings of Sayuri almost effortlessly. The greatest books bring you into their world and you don�t notice the difference until you put them down. Memoirs was such a book. Definitely recommended.